I'm realli feelin sad and guilty after I've read ayul's blog. It was not my choice, it's jus dat I cld not make any choice. There are jus some things dat I cant even explain myself to my besties. Things at home are turnin bad to worst and the Sentosa issue made it w0rst. Throughout these yrs 0f our friendship, I've nvr talk abt my family issues. Cos I dunno how and dun think it's appropriate to talk somethin personal.

I was feelin excited too..I need a life t0o. I need to de-stress too. But wat can i do..

Sometimes I jus wish my family is like my fren's families. I dun wish to hide anythin fr0m u guys. It's really complicated.

I know how much the outin means t0 u guys and I jus spoiled the whole excitement g0in on. I am really sorry.